Surgical castrated has a long and ugly history.
From ancient Athens-Slaves and number 18
Century Manor, Italy-19-
Century America, when a doctor
Harry sharp castrated nearly 200 prisoners with the aim of reducing their chances of committing another crime.
But until more than 1940 years old, the use of hormone therapy became a way to reduce testosterone and reduce "morbid" sexual behavior in men.
(Death of the British code-
The vandal and computer pioneer Alan Turing is known for his suicide because he was authorized by the court for female hormone treatment for having sex with men and being convicted of "serious bribery, although this was written by Turing's biographer.
) Today, this treatment is related to sexual offenders or people with disturbing sexual fantasies that they fear will act on.
In 2000, doctors began using a drug for prostate cancer to reduce the sexual impulse of men.
Drug Lupron deceived the hormone in the brain that told the lower brain glands to produce testosterone. Dr.
Renee sortolino is one of the few psychiatrists who provide Lupron services to patients in Massachusetts.
She saw the drug's role for the first time while working in Canada, and was surprised how it changed a man's life by "reducing the sexual capacity of the brain, "allow patients to address the causes of their behavior through treatment.
Sorzanino says about 20% of her current Lupron patients are voluntary and they are often desperate to suppress their disturbing sexual thoughts or behaviors.
One of her patients is 62 years old. year-
An old man from Massachusetts, after his wife found him sleeping with a prostitute for the past eight years, began taking pictures of Lupon.
As a sexual addict, he feels that the only way to stop his behavior is --
45 years old to save him. year marriage —
To get his body under medication.
For about a year and a half, this is absolutely great.
I haven't had an erection for more than a year.
I was going to see prostitutes, lots of them behind my wife's back.
It's a cycle I can't escape.
When I want to have sex, it's like taking drugs.
Now I can see that I have been chasing such high goals.
This is part of the excitement.
At the end, I was in pain.
I would think: what did I just do when I got to the doctor
I was desperate.
I told her I wanted to be castrated.
I could have stopped.
My wife caught me.
I was surprised she didn't throw me out.
She said she was married and she wanted to fix it.
But I have to be treated.
The first therapist didn't want her in the room when my wife spoke to me, but I thought it was important for her to hear that so she could heal.
Also, I don't want her to think that I told her one thing, and I don't want the therapist to tell her another thing.
It didn't work at all after several meetings.
She prescribed some medicine for me, like Antino, and we did talk about treatment.
It made me a little mellow, but it didn't stop me from thinking that I wasn't happy in my heart.
It's not ideal that they let you down.
She introduced me to a therapist who believed to be depressed.
He went through the history of my life and tried to figure out where it came from.
He didn't want to do that, I said.
He introduced me to the doctor.
Sorrento for chemical castrated
My wife knows a little about it because she reads all these junk magazines, but I only hear that it is used for pedophile or sex offender.
I am willing to cut off my testicles to save my marriage.
I was ready to do this because it made my wife feel comfortable.
We started with six talk treatments and we tried some different cognitive behavior techniques to reduce my sexual thoughts.
One is just the elastic band on my wrist.
When I think of a prostitute, I will stick to it.
At first, I found myself doing a lot.
It really made me realize that it often appears in my mind.
We also discussed possible side effects: you may gain weight, grow breasts, experience night sweats and hot flashes-something like this.
I did gain a little weight but I have never been adversely affected by anything else.
It will also make your bones brittle, which puts you at risk for osteoporosis, but I'm taking Fofamax, which should help reduce this possibility.
I took over, too. the-Anti-calcium.
No, we don't even want to do it for the last time.
We want to act as soon as possible. Sure.
It's on the ass.
I was surprised that I could feel the sting of the chemical as it slowly entered. It hurt.
I took at least two photos before I noticed my sexual thoughts slowing down.
I can also get an erection in a few months.
I completely lost my ability to get up.
These ideas happen, but the frequency of occurrence is much lower and there is nothing I can do about it.
When I was in that state, I wouldn't try to have sex.
So I think it stopped me right away.
But I am still in a dark place because these ideas affect my work.
Then the mind began to disappear.
Before I continue with Lupron, I want to have sex with prostitutes more than 30 times a day.
After six months, I will only think a few times a day.
I don't know, but I can know when to start in 30 days because I have more ideas.
This is a bit of a worry.
I was a little impulsive at first, but it was all spiritual.
I still can't get an erection.
You can't keep everything in your head;
But I can't do anything if I have a personality idea.
Did I dream at night and then wake up to think about the dreams I had, but apparently not as often as before.
I think lower testosterone keeps these ideas to a minimum, but they still happen.
I just can't act on them.
I try to masturbate, but I can't.
I'm not going to go to a prostitute and get laughed at because I can't get up. No.
This is the only way to save my family.
The other is worse.
My wife is happy because she knows she doesn't have to worry about me when I'm out of her sight.
It wouldn't bother me if I hadn't had sex again all my life.
My psychiatrist was shocked when she heard the news and said we need to work on this.
But there are other things in my life.
I spend a lot of time with my grandchildren.
I went back to school to study for my master's degree, so I used a more "normal" activity to enrich my time to do crazy things.
I would say that, in addition to the fact that I can't have sex, my life is back to the beginning of everything.
There is no physical change at all. Exactly.
Mentally, I think, physically, I'm sorry, it didn't happen.
The two parts don't talk to each other.
It was very frustrating and when it happened I tried to think about something I didn't like to distract myself.
I have not lost interest.
In any case, women's bodies are beautiful.
I like to watch even if I can't touch.
I am still attracted to women.
I was 50 when I first slept with a prostitute and she was the second time I had sex with her.
I lost my virginity to my wife and we never had sex.
My childhood is normal.
My parents live together.
I live in a blue house.
Leading area.
I was shy and had no real date.
I am a nerd and introverted.
I was completely quiet by the girl's side.
When I was 50, my work suddenly left me out of shape for four days a week.
Once I went to a strip club when I was out of town.
The first visit was mainly due to boredom, but I was under a lot of pressure at work and I needed some relief.
When you are alone in the hotel room on a Thursday night, you begin to crave entertainment and companionship.
I don't think so.
Good relationship.
Sex is great.
We have a son who is now an adult with children.
Even if I went to a strip club for the first time, I didn't think I would have sex with a stripper.
I never thought about it. It really did.
It's shabby and creepy, but Iit.
I knew right away that I liked it so much.
I am a person with obsessive-compulsive disorder, and when I focus on something, I focus on it.
So I keep going back.
It wasn't a big deal for the first few times, then I walked into a small room in the back and made myself feel more comfortable.
I met a girl who said she was looking for a boyfriend and she liked older men.
We started to meet.
I got attention from a beautiful 25 year old girlyear-old woman.
It is full of time. We had sex.
Things look great.
Her chest is small, so she asked me to pay for a chest job, which I did.
As a result, she took a lot of money from me.
I am new. she is very skilled.
I always said to myself, I will admit it immediately.
I was sitting in the hotel room and she was calling to ask me to come home.
She was shocked and worried about me.
When I got home, she said she didn't know what to do.
We talked about divorce. we went to marriage counseling, but it didn't really help.
The darkest part is that I was reluctant to give it up at that time, so, even though I knew I wanted to keep doing that, but I told her anything she wanted to hear-even in front of a marriage counselor.
As far as I am concerned, this is very bad.
I stopped for two years after that, just because my wife was watching our money and bills more closely.
I know that if I do this again and get caught, I will lose my family.
I imagine myself an old man alone in a studio apartment, masturbating, surrounded by empty pizza boxes.
But I missed the adrenaline rush.
I'm starting to think more and more about this, and that's when I get back to it.
We usually sit down and chat at first.
Unless it's someone I 've seen before, this part is too embarrassing.
Both of you are scoring each other and then she usually asks what you want to do.
I don't want to say, "Oh, I want to do anal sex.
This is what I often want.
It's so embarrassing for two strangers to stare at each other and talk about sex.
I always look forward to it for ten minutes and I always hate it.
I do have a lady who I see more often than others because she lives nearby, and with her is a dad --little-girl thing.
It's not necessarily something I like, but it's nice to be with her.
When I undress her, she will stand there in her school uniform.
After that we discussed the issue and planned the next one.
With the others, I can't wait to get out of there.
I had unprotected sex with her.
It was upgraded and I got to the point if they wanted.
I don't think they really like me when I wear a condom.
It's more of a relationship without protection, and maybe that's what I really want with these girls.
But maybe I want to make more connections with them as well. Yes.
I'm always excited that my brain is not thinking about things like pregnancy or AIDS.
I always feel terrible when it's over
Sad and dirty I will regret I don't have any selfcontrol.
I feel like I'm doing something disgraceful.
I am a professional and I should be able to control my thoughts and emotions.
I often beat myself.
But I will plan again when it disappears. Yes.
I became proficient in putting it aside.
Like most men, I divide my emotions very well.
The frequency is getting higher and higher.
The high did not last that long.
To the point where I had to do it once a week.
I think the relationship is out of date. to-
I really enjoyed working because I was out of town.
I am managing a key project and the attention and attention of senior management to me is on me.
I have a lot of responsibility and I feel there is nothing to disappoint me.
I have everything I want.
I thought I was king.
My life is terrible.
I have never had the courage to do so before.
I feel invincible.
I clean up at work.
I will use baby wipes on my genitals.
I also told them not to spray perfume.
I have a list of questions but not. 1.
I will also ask them if they have pets because hair is a real question.
I carry a stick roller with me all the time.
I have a toothbrush and mouthwash on my desk.
I am very good.
I think I would say more than 50, less than 100. Yes.
This is the same level of intimacy as when we don't use condoms.
Sometimes I do oral sex on them if I feel comfortable enough.
If so, I'm more of a man now.
I don't think it's worth it.
I expose myself to such a big risk: I just feel very bad about myself.
I'm in a dark place.
I was exhausted by all the plans and pressures.
The night before I was supposed to go see someone, I couldn't sleep and I was worried about getting caught.
I always think I should quit until I convince myself that my therapist wants me to quit at some point, but I'm not willing to talk about it now.
All I really care about is health risks.
But my bone density has remained the same since I started taking pictures, so this is fine.
I was scared that those ideas came back. It’s better.
We went on vacation, hugged and kissed-other than that she didn't mind because she preferred not to worry about what I was doing.
It's amazing how she feels.
I really appreciate everything she did for me.
I don't think I'll be alive today if she doesn't step in.
I really think I'm addicted to this behavior.
Any addiction needs some kind of treatment, right? I think I have a tendency. it's not something I can control.
Believe me, I will go home and feel the pain and say I will never do it again.
She knows I can't stop it, but we still don't know what the underlying reason is for me to do so.
I have to figure it out soon.
I will not leave Lupron unless I know the reason.
Of course, I asked myself: do I love my wife? Maybe I don't love me, that's why I was able to do this to her.
I don't think I feel that way, but I don't know.
I think this is definitely part of it.
I could have easily gone to the bar and tried to pick up a woman but I went to a strip club.
I certainly hope that there is no emotional involvement in physical things, but I do have emotional involvement with the first woman . . . . . . She is the kind of person who values the truth.
I never thought she 'd cheat me.
She has many opportunities.
Some of our best friends are famous rock stars and she spent a lot of time with them on the road.
She has a chance if she wants, but I believe her.
She is an outgoing person, but one thing.
She wouldn't step on my foot or make me feel unimportant.
We had a very good sex life at first.
Sometimes I wish I could come back to that era? Yes.
I don't know if she thought about it.
She admitted it was impossible.
I think it's human nature when things get better.
She will never leave because she is a committed Catholic.
Marriage contracts rank high on her moral list.
She filled the sexual gap with something else.
She has her own business and often travels on business.
Friday night is still a date night for us.
Whether we go for dinner, shopping, bowling, or watching a movie, it's a night we avoid using for other things.
I think it helps.
I didn't like her, but there was a time between my first show coming to the second attempt to fix the marriage and our blowjob.
We are working in this direction, but I am not really pushing her.
I want to make her feel better.
She was really against it for a while.
She and my part must have a climax.
Then I went to see a prostitute and messed up.
I think that is the importance of the bill.
I was checked so I didn't have any disease and she was comfortable.
I think it's more important for her.
Half oral sex-Between the two.
It was handmade toys and the like before that.
No, she never masturbates.
I think her education in Catholics has upset her.
Yes, I will.
But the most difficult thing is to find someone who does this.
My doctor has group therapy but I always refuse.
I really don't care about other people's stories.
I said I don't care how he came.
We're all together and it's a great thing, but once I tell my story, what will I do in the next few hours? I don't want to sit in a circle and stare at each other.
This does not work for me.
If I had talked to her about this, I think she would have agreed.
She is always open.
Maybe if I had just said that, I think she would have accepted it quite frankly.
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